Jennifer finally believes in her career...
I have decided that I must be a real author.
I know, this sounds crazy, so let me explain. I’ve been
writing professionally for twelve years. I have a long way to go to before I
can completely support myself doing this, but I make money off of my books,
people buy them and even enjoy them. It’s something I love doing.
But no matter how many books I publish, how many readers
tell me they like what I write, I’m filled with doubt. I think that’s normal—at
least I hope it is.
In order to achieve my goals, I set to-do lists. They
include things from my real life as well as my author life, and I know the
importance of sticking to the list to make sure I’m productive. Without an
office and a boss making sure I hit my targets, it’s too easy to get
distracted. So I do my best to stay on task.
Until Friday. This past Friday, we were hit with a Nor’easter
that knocked out our power. Without power, our basement flooded. Temperatures
in the house went down to 46 degrees. We moved into my parents’ house a town
away, but went back and forth, trying to protect our things, deal with the
insurance company, get our stuff, etc. During that time, the things I needed to
get done for my upcoming book launch didn’t happen. The writing and editing I
intended to do didn’t happen either. And I stressed.
Now, some would say that’s a natural reaction to what was
going on, and I agree. Of course the situation was stressful. Even though we
were all safe, had a warm place to be, and didn’t lose anything that can’t be
easily replaced, it’s stressful. I’m not saying I shouldn’t have felt it. But
this was the first time I stressed over my writing career.
Which means, in a very roundabout way, that I’m a real
author. Because if I wasn’t, I wouldn’t have even thought about it. So while I
definitely need to work on ways to manage my stress, the good thing I’m taking
away from this is I’ve got enough of a career to worry about. Yay!
By the way, my upcoming book that I’m now woefully behind on
marketing is available for preorder
here.

